Vince and the Magic Crown
A small crown glimmered deep within the cave, alone.
It breathed in silence, as though awaiting its master.
Three years remaining
“The village is tedious. Draining, too, Kyrie.”
“You went again, Vince?”
The wooden door opened. The young human called Vince stepped inside. With the sound, his long, lustrous hair—gathered into a single tie—shifted. Kyrie lifted their eyes from the book and studied him, lids narrowing.
“I’ve told you before, Vince. I can’t speak with the villagers on any fundamental level. There’s no need to force yourself to go.”
“And I’ve told you, Kyrie—two people alone make a closed world. Speak only to each other, and thought contracts. It tilts. That’s why I go, even when it costs me.”
“You think those ‘boring’ villagers will widen your thinking?”
“At least they offer something we can’t find among ourselves.”
Vince set down his things and prepared his tea. Kyrie watched his back for a while.
“For me, one person who understands me—you—is enough.”
Vince laughed softly, at himself.
“If you can believe that, perhaps you’re already complete, in your own way.”
He took the seat across from Kyrie.
“I still want to understand them. The villagers. No—understanding isn’t required. I only want to speak. Even knowing how pointless that desire is.”
“There’s nothing strange in that,” Kyrie said. “You’re simply living as a human.”
Kyrie raised the cup and drank.
They were twin mages.
Capable, and relied upon by the villagers—yet isolated all the same, their difficult temperaments seeing to that. And so they had left the village and lived quietly in the forest. …And yet, lately, Vince had begun to return to the village again and again.
Vince loosened the tie of his long hair and spoke, a sigh mixed into his voice.
“Whenever I open my mouth, it’s always the same—‘Don’t make it so complicated,’ or ‘Let’s talk about something more fun.’ And yet I think I’m already speaking simply enough. Lightly enough. No special knowledge—just the framework of this world.”
“Oh?” Kyrie said. “Then tell me.”
“Many things. But what stayed with me was our gender.”
“A familiar subject. ‘You’re a man, after all,’ perhaps? Or ‘that older sister of yours’?”
“‘That older sister.’ I’ve said it again and again—those words warp your personhood, Kyrie. They don’t understand it’s a matter of dignity. Gender is nothing more than a sign. And yet it carries too much meaning now. That’s why it must be handled carefully.”
“I’ve already given up on being understood by them. Think only of your own safety. If speaking for me harms you, then don’t speak.”
“Your dignity is my dignity. I can’t give up—no matter how often it’s denied.”
“You always say that.”
“Because I don’t speak only for myself. As long as there are people who are hurt in silence, someone has to.”
“You’ve taken on a difficult task. I respect you for it—truly. In a world where being assigned man or woman is taken for granted, you’re asking people to widen how they understand themselves. Without a visceral sense of discomfort, such an idea will feel abstract. People think only within the frames they already have.”
“Which is why those frames must be questioned. I’m not asking for perfection. I don’t even know whether I manage it myself. Just a little doubt. That’s all. And yet… it never seems to reach them.”
“Yes. …I don’t know what to say. I’m a lazy person—one who’s stopped trying to make others understand.”
“Then I’ll try a little longer. I’m an inconvenient person—one who wants to be understood.”
Vince lowered his eyes, just slightly.
“I know it, Kyrie. I explain too much. I don’t know how to stay silent. Like a child.”
“I wouldn’t call you a child. Still—don’t push yourself.”
Kyrie raised the empty cup to their lips.
Two years remaining
“I’m back, Kyrie.”
“…Welcome home, Vince.”
The wooden door opened, and Vince came in. Kyrie looked up from the book. Vince’s glossy hair swayed as he walked, but fatigue—something dimmer—rested on his face.
“Did something happen?”
“We were preparing for the summer solstice festival. We usually help with magic, but in places like that, I realize how useless I am. Everyone moves so smoothly. Even in all that chaos, they just find what they should be doing.”
“Our roles—and the kind of intellect they require—are different. Naturally so.”
“I know. Still, I just fumbled around. Someone even called me ‘slow.’ So… yes, I’m a bit down. I wish I could be as detached as you, Kyrie.”
“You can’t know that. I might fare worse.”
“Ha—somehow I doubt it.”
Vince took his teacup and sat across from Kyrie.
“Won’t you come tomorrow?”
“No interest. And don’t say, ‘If you reject things from the start—’ I went last year.”
“Right. We both came back without fitting in.”
“The village wrapped itself in joy and refused every other feeling. It was grotesque—pressing ‘You’re meant to enjoy this’ onto everyone.”
“On that point, I agree.”
“And yet you’ll go.”